To learn addiction,
spin the globe in the dark
and see where your finger lands.
Find some tropical weather
and fall in love with the fiction in the trees.
Lie in the arms of another woman
and ejaculate to your wife.
Dance in the mirror
til your reflection collapses but your still dancing.
Grimace as usual, smile
with pain you cannot solve.
Stare at a sheet of french watercolor paper &
start yourself on fire.
Still feel nothing